youre just a fuck up, she said

i don't know if people realize, but i'll never ask for help.

i don't know if they care.

if you can keep a secret, i know that i can

of all people, i miss you.

i like the way my hands look when my nails are painted white
i like the way i feel this late at night
i like that i can't stop smiling

i want you all for myself, but i know that you won't let me have it

i'm trying my hardest not to be cynical, i'm just too happy for that right now.

mummy mummy mummy

by promising me that, oh how so long ago, you made a mistake and told a lie all in one sentence (all in three words).